05-10-2018, 12:23 AM
There are many names in history
but none of them are ours.
lilyspoise ♕ the typhoon ♕ budding flower ♕ [abbr=physically hard ♕ mental defense ➵ extreme ♕ mental offense ➵ none]tags[/abbr]
"Am I that obvious?" Lil asked, not genuinely concerned whether or not she had come off as troubled. She had a lot more that she was dealing with to worry herself over the opinions of others-- plus, it wasn't like he was an enemy or anything. She knew the dangers of keeping everything bottled up, and had never particularly had the experience of doing so, but since she lost her twin-souls and her mothers up and abandoned her, she wasn't provided with the luxury any longer. "I might sound as if I've lost my mind, but truly I think that's what it has come to." She sighed, figuring that this could go one of two ways. Either Bastille would think she was nuts and bail, or he'd actually attempt to help her in some form. Neither particularly hurt her, and one had the option help her, so it was worth the shot.
"I used to have twin-souls, if you're familiar with the phenomenon." Lil began, knowing that her strange breed of spiritual essence wasn't exactly one of the most commonplace of traits. "They were like family to me, and I've lost them. I don't know how or why, but they simply disappeared. However, this isn't why it hurts. They were the only things I had left after my two adoptive mothers abandoned me in the night. They had learned of the horrible deeds of my birth mother -- a story too long to tell, but following the general route paved by any parent who used their children like pawns -- and continued to love me. They knew of my twin souls, and continued to love me. I thought they would continue even once we were reunited post a separation of a few months. However, I suppose that wasn't the case."
"Although that hurt, I could deal. I have dealt with emotional pain before, and I am a medic. I'm well equipped with coping mechanisms, but I've been practically haunted by visions of them. I can no longer stand it, and this is not an ailment I can cure. No herbs can soothe this, and my powers have left me -- not that I particularly had anything that would've helped previously, but the notion stays the same." Lil sighed, feeling somewhat guilty that her tone made her sound expectant for Bastille to have a solution. "I appreciate you listening, but I doubt there is a cure for this, so don't fret about it." She knew there was a cure, but if the other did not possess such a power, then she did not want to make him feel bad for a trait that he could not change. She was not in the business of spreading pain to others should she be able to help the matter.
"I used to have twin-souls, if you're familiar with the phenomenon." Lil began, knowing that her strange breed of spiritual essence wasn't exactly one of the most commonplace of traits. "They were like family to me, and I've lost them. I don't know how or why, but they simply disappeared. However, this isn't why it hurts. They were the only things I had left after my two adoptive mothers abandoned me in the night. They had learned of the horrible deeds of my birth mother -- a story too long to tell, but following the general route paved by any parent who used their children like pawns -- and continued to love me. They knew of my twin souls, and continued to love me. I thought they would continue even once we were reunited post a separation of a few months. However, I suppose that wasn't the case."
"Although that hurt, I could deal. I have dealt with emotional pain before, and I am a medic. I'm well equipped with coping mechanisms, but I've been practically haunted by visions of them. I can no longer stand it, and this is not an ailment I can cure. No herbs can soothe this, and my powers have left me -- not that I particularly had anything that would've helped previously, but the notion stays the same." Lil sighed, feeling somewhat guilty that her tone made her sound expectant for Bastille to have a solution. "I appreciate you listening, but I doubt there is a cure for this, so don't fret about it." She knew there was a cure, but if the other did not possess such a power, then she did not want to make him feel bad for a trait that he could not change. She was not in the business of spreading pain to others should she be able to help the matter.