05-06-2018, 09:51 PM
There are many names in history
but none of them are ours.
lilyspoise ♕ the typhoon ♕ budding flower ♕ [abbr=physically hard ♕ mental defense ➵ extreme ♕ mental offense ➵ none]tags[/abbr]
This was stupid. All of this was stupid and dumb and it was a mistake an idiot would've made so she didn't know why she made it because she could be dumb but not that dumb and it was just-- ugh.
Stupid. Lil thought to herself, sighing. She had been fishing by one of the streams and had slipped and fallen in, which wouldn't have been an issue if she hadn't managed to cut the bottom of her paw. Now she had a cut she was trying not to get dirt and sand and everything else unholy into while also still walking like the quadruped she was supposed to be.
She'd seen some marigold growing on the train, and there were always cobwebs in that dingy old place, so she decided to head in that direction. It was closer than walking to camp, and her risk of infection decreased the sooner she treated it. As she traversed to the train, she came by the supplies she needed -- unsurprising, since this was a jungle with spiders in it and marigold was a weed, so it was really everywhere -- and was now heading to the train tracks; it was the closest source of water.
Moments before she arrived, Lil heard a voice call out. A voice much too familiar-- a voice that she shouldn't by any means had heard.
"I'm a Starstruck Guardian of the Ascendants."
Lil ran towards the voice, frantic. She hadn't seen Margaery nor Suiteheart at the Ascendants event, so when she'd seen Margaery on the island... No, no, no!
The tabby skidded to a halt in front of Suite, eyes wide and now watering as she stared up at the polar bear.
"Suiteheart...?"
The herbs fell from her mouth as the sickening realization set it.
She'd thought -- it was on the island, so it couldn't have actually been Margaery. Last time she was on the island she hallucinated, so she'd assumed the same for when she returned but...
"Oh... oh no..." Lil murmured quietly, feeling more and more tears pooling in her eyes. No, no, no... Did this mean... she genuinely said those things to Margaery? Yes, she was upset and felt abandoned, and yes, she did want an apology from them, but she thought that she was hallucinating on the island again, she didn't think that Margaery was real.
Lily broke into sobs.
"I-- I-- I'm so-- so, so, sorry. I didn't know it was her-- the, the island, it... it-- last time she wasn't real-- I didn't think..."
I told her she wasn't my mother.
Lil shook her head frantically, backing away from the bear.
"No, no, no... They-- They abandoned me, stop impersonating them just go away!" The hallucinations must have been manifesting here, too-- she couldn't handle this. No, none of this was real. She was at the Ascendants and she didn't see them, it was impossible for this to be anything but a product of her sick mind. "Leave immediately!"
Stupid. Lil thought to herself, sighing. She had been fishing by one of the streams and had slipped and fallen in, which wouldn't have been an issue if she hadn't managed to cut the bottom of her paw. Now she had a cut she was trying not to get dirt and sand and everything else unholy into while also still walking like the quadruped she was supposed to be.
She'd seen some marigold growing on the train, and there were always cobwebs in that dingy old place, so she decided to head in that direction. It was closer than walking to camp, and her risk of infection decreased the sooner she treated it. As she traversed to the train, she came by the supplies she needed -- unsurprising, since this was a jungle with spiders in it and marigold was a weed, so it was really everywhere -- and was now heading to the train tracks; it was the closest source of water.
Moments before she arrived, Lil heard a voice call out. A voice much too familiar-- a voice that she shouldn't by any means had heard.
"I'm a Starstruck Guardian of the Ascendants."
Lil ran towards the voice, frantic. She hadn't seen Margaery nor Suiteheart at the Ascendants event, so when she'd seen Margaery on the island... No, no, no!
The tabby skidded to a halt in front of Suite, eyes wide and now watering as she stared up at the polar bear.
"Suiteheart...?"
The herbs fell from her mouth as the sickening realization set it.
She'd thought -- it was on the island, so it couldn't have actually been Margaery. Last time she was on the island she hallucinated, so she'd assumed the same for when she returned but...
"Oh... oh no..." Lil murmured quietly, feeling more and more tears pooling in her eyes. No, no, no... Did this mean... she genuinely said those things to Margaery? Yes, she was upset and felt abandoned, and yes, she did want an apology from them, but she thought that she was hallucinating on the island again, she didn't think that Margaery was real.
Lily broke into sobs.
"I-- I-- I'm so-- so, so, sorry. I didn't know it was her-- the, the island, it... it-- last time she wasn't real-- I didn't think..."
I told her she wasn't my mother.
Lil shook her head frantically, backing away from the bear.
"No, no, no... They-- They abandoned me, stop impersonating them just go away!" The hallucinations must have been manifesting here, too-- she couldn't handle this. No, none of this was real. She was at the Ascendants and she didn't see them, it was impossible for this to be anything but a product of her sick mind. "Leave immediately!"