06-03-2020, 11:20 PM
[glow=white,1,400]EVERY FEELING IN MY BONES TELLS ME TO LASH OUT AND TELL YOU TO FUCK OFF ! — [abbr=VIGENERE CIPHER, TANGLEWOOD, MEMBER, 7 YRS, TAKEN]｡+ﾟ.[/abbr][/glow]
Tanglewood wasn't the same when Vigenere had first joined, he had to agree with that? But could I leave there? No, in all honesty, Vigenere couldn't see himself leaving the place. Not when Alan was there and not when everything reminded him of Morgan. But Aurum did bring up a good point; Moth was gone. From what Vigenere understood, the two were together and loved each other very much. It made sense that it hurt Aurum to stay at a place that would only remind him of what he lost.
"Shit, I forgot about that." Vigenere breathed out, his ears lowering a bit. It was a bit selfish of him to accuse Aurum of being a traitor - albeit internally - when the winged lion had lost so much. "Sorry, I understand why it would be better off to leave." He paused, wondering if he should go on. Aurum already knew about his past, though they were vague details. He wanted to keep that shit to himself truthfully, but Caesar could have been accepted into Tanglewood if he had stayed quiet - and that was something Vigenere was not going to do. "Do you remember the Princess I mentioned that Caesar had killed?" The demon's voice grew shaky, his gaze dimming as he seemed to stare off into the distance.
God, how insensitive of him to even think Aurum would want to stay when the person he loved had died. Could I have done the same? If Morgan were killed, or if he had to be in his Home Dimension after Athena had been killed, could he stay? Could he bare being reminded of what once was? No, no, I wouldn't. It probably was better for Aurum to leave, if it spared some sort of misery. Of course, that wasn't going into the other issues that the former proxy brought up - but they were at least fixable issues. "She was my fiance." He had Morgan now, why the fuck was this still hurting him? Because I still love her. Sure, when the ghosts raided Tanglewood's camp, she had approved of Vigenere's relationship with Morgan and showed that she held no ill will against him being unable to protect her - but Vigenere couldn't help but feel horrible.
"Caesar ripped her throat right in front of me." Vigenere could barely hear his own voice as he went on; he was almost reliving the scene once more. Just as he was about to hug Athena, Caesar leaped out from his hiding place and sank his teeth into her throat. Vigenere tried to pull Caesar off, but once he realized that doing so was making things worse, he let go. Caesar took the opportunity to jerk his head back, ripping out Athena's throat; her blue blood spewing out from the wound and splattering on Vigenere's chest. He staggered backwards in shock, letting out a yowl as he realized what Caesar had done. Enraged, Vigenere lashed out at his brother, who in turn fled elsewhere. Vigenere was left alone to mourn his fiance, knowing that he would be the one to bring her body back to her father. Vigenere laid his head on the tasmanian tiger's body, sobbing into her fur. There were no words to express the guilt, shame, and grief he felt; all he could do was cry.
By now, in real time, Vigenere was trying to hide back the tears. His tail was wrapped tightly around him (or well, as much as he could while sitting down). "If... Caesar hadn't destroyed our home, I don't know if I would have been able to stay." So perhaps in a way, Caesar had done a good thing. But Vigenere certainly wasn't ever going to excuse what his brother had done.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]
"Shit, I forgot about that." Vigenere breathed out, his ears lowering a bit. It was a bit selfish of him to accuse Aurum of being a traitor - albeit internally - when the winged lion had lost so much. "Sorry, I understand why it would be better off to leave." He paused, wondering if he should go on. Aurum already knew about his past, though they were vague details. He wanted to keep that shit to himself truthfully, but Caesar could have been accepted into Tanglewood if he had stayed quiet - and that was something Vigenere was not going to do. "Do you remember the Princess I mentioned that Caesar had killed?" The demon's voice grew shaky, his gaze dimming as he seemed to stare off into the distance.
God, how insensitive of him to even think Aurum would want to stay when the person he loved had died. Could I have done the same? If Morgan were killed, or if he had to be in his Home Dimension after Athena had been killed, could he stay? Could he bare being reminded of what once was? No, no, I wouldn't. It probably was better for Aurum to leave, if it spared some sort of misery. Of course, that wasn't going into the other issues that the former proxy brought up - but they were at least fixable issues. "She was my fiance." He had Morgan now, why the fuck was this still hurting him? Because I still love her. Sure, when the ghosts raided Tanglewood's camp, she had approved of Vigenere's relationship with Morgan and showed that she held no ill will against him being unable to protect her - but Vigenere couldn't help but feel horrible.
"Caesar ripped her throat right in front of me." Vigenere could barely hear his own voice as he went on; he was almost reliving the scene once more. Just as he was about to hug Athena, Caesar leaped out from his hiding place and sank his teeth into her throat. Vigenere tried to pull Caesar off, but once he realized that doing so was making things worse, he let go. Caesar took the opportunity to jerk his head back, ripping out Athena's throat; her blue blood spewing out from the wound and splattering on Vigenere's chest. He staggered backwards in shock, letting out a yowl as he realized what Caesar had done. Enraged, Vigenere lashed out at his brother, who in turn fled elsewhere. Vigenere was left alone to mourn his fiance, knowing that he would be the one to bring her body back to her father. Vigenere laid his head on the tasmanian tiger's body, sobbing into her fur. There were no words to express the guilt, shame, and grief he felt; all he could do was cry.
By now, in real time, Vigenere was trying to hide back the tears. His tail was wrapped tightly around him (or well, as much as he could while sitting down). "If... Caesar hadn't destroyed our home, I don't know if I would have been able to stay." So perhaps in a way, Caesar had done a good thing. But Vigenere certainly wasn't ever going to excuse what his brother had done.[glow=COLOR,1,400] ━ ✧*:･ﾟ[/glow]