10-18-2019, 12:53 AM
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Better to be hurt by the truth than comforted by a lie -
♕[abbr=male jaguar, 290lbs, no mate/offspring, physically difficult, mentally difficult]tags[/abbr]-[abbr=wall walker, invisibility, intangibility,enhanced senses]powers[/abbr]♕
[OOC: mobile ]
Unlike her, Kydobi had never rejected a lover. Be it man or woman or other he had enough to spare. Until recently the brute had done his fair share of courting and being courted. In his life of a loner he had never had anything deeper than a one night stand.
That was until he came to the Pitt. Until he met Bai Shi. Even then they didn't not work. Whenever the dragon had asked for Kydobi's confirmation on his love the jaguar seemed to choke up. Or worse, his insecurities would cause him to downplay his feelings in an attempt to protect himself. He feared not being enough and as a result Bai had sought from another what Kydobi was too scared to give them.
And oh it hurt. It haunted him. At first it was the not knowing, the suspecting. But Kydobi realized that he knew all along. In the literal heat of their argument Bai had revealed they planned on courting the pirate coyote. It was a blow. His feline pride was even more hurt, surely he was more attractive than that mongrel? The way they cowered under his snarl made the brute respect Idyll even less. They were not enough to protect Lynn!
There was always going to be others but none like them. The jaguar was sure, but did he really love the shapeshifter? Or did he make more out of his emotions in an attempt for something special. Kydobi was usually a rational and logical man, so deep down he knew it was his inability to let go. A jealousy. Something quite alien to the former prince.
But he would go on a walk tonight. Attempt to clear his mind, escape the jungle for a moment. The Marauder ended up straying much farther than he realized. However it was enough to cool down in the night breeze.
The stars twinkled and chimed in the dark night sky. It was all so peaceful and quiet, no birds to cry in the darkness. No layered whispering of the jungle leaves. Just soft swaying of grass.
Inhaling deeply the jaguar would take in the scents all around him. His ears could ear a trail of ants marching through the floor. Farther ahead the flap of a night owl however faint it was. Just further, the rhythmic sound of a heart beat and softest breath. Finally he exhaled, tasting a thousand scents on his tongue.
He spotted the caracal. Perhaps they were hunting? He had no ill intentions and considering last night.. he was scared to bother her. Lucky for him he did not carry the scent of the Pitt. His fire had seemed to burn it away and his treks across rivers and streams and washed away the rest to leaves faint smokey musk on his pelt.
Somehow, his fur was untouched. However one thing had changed, his eyes seemed to glow especially at night. Nothing major but a subtle light deep in the amber.
He cleared his throat as he neared so the cat wouldn't be caught off guard.
[sub][W]isker[/sub]
♕[abbr=male jaguar, 290lbs, no mate/offspring, physically difficult, mentally difficult]tags[/abbr]-[abbr=wall walker, invisibility, intangibility,enhanced senses]powers[/abbr]♕
[OOC: mobile ]
Unlike her, Kydobi had never rejected a lover. Be it man or woman or other he had enough to spare. Until recently the brute had done his fair share of courting and being courted. In his life of a loner he had never had anything deeper than a one night stand.
That was until he came to the Pitt. Until he met Bai Shi. Even then they didn't not work. Whenever the dragon had asked for Kydobi's confirmation on his love the jaguar seemed to choke up. Or worse, his insecurities would cause him to downplay his feelings in an attempt to protect himself. He feared not being enough and as a result Bai had sought from another what Kydobi was too scared to give them.
And oh it hurt. It haunted him. At first it was the not knowing, the suspecting. But Kydobi realized that he knew all along. In the literal heat of their argument Bai had revealed they planned on courting the pirate coyote. It was a blow. His feline pride was even more hurt, surely he was more attractive than that mongrel? The way they cowered under his snarl made the brute respect Idyll even less. They were not enough to protect Lynn!
There was always going to be others but none like them. The jaguar was sure, but did he really love the shapeshifter? Or did he make more out of his emotions in an attempt for something special. Kydobi was usually a rational and logical man, so deep down he knew it was his inability to let go. A jealousy. Something quite alien to the former prince.
But he would go on a walk tonight. Attempt to clear his mind, escape the jungle for a moment. The Marauder ended up straying much farther than he realized. However it was enough to cool down in the night breeze.
The stars twinkled and chimed in the dark night sky. It was all so peaceful and quiet, no birds to cry in the darkness. No layered whispering of the jungle leaves. Just soft swaying of grass.
Inhaling deeply the jaguar would take in the scents all around him. His ears could ear a trail of ants marching through the floor. Farther ahead the flap of a night owl however faint it was. Just further, the rhythmic sound of a heart beat and softest breath. Finally he exhaled, tasting a thousand scents on his tongue.
He spotted the caracal. Perhaps they were hunting? He had no ill intentions and considering last night.. he was scared to bother her. Lucky for him he did not carry the scent of the Pitt. His fire had seemed to burn it away and his treks across rivers and streams and washed away the rest to leaves faint smokey musk on his pelt.
Somehow, his fur was untouched. However one thing had changed, his eyes seemed to glow especially at night. Nothing major but a subtle light deep in the amber.
He cleared his throat as he neared so the cat wouldn't be caught off guard.