10-07-2018, 11:57 PM
The whole Ascendants situation was confusion and stressful and these were one of those times Gordon hated being a high position because she was expected to know about and do something about these things. When, simply put, she couldn't. Despite being a Dawnguard, the she-cat was in no way shape or form a fighter and she had no intention of wanting to be one. The recent murder was proof of that, when she nearly vomited at the mere sight and smell of blood so she couldn't be a medic, either. At least she was liked here, though, right?
"Noted," Gordon squeaked out in response, somewhat relieved that this was the decision Buckingham and Marina came to. Despite The Ascendants being her former home, she felt much more at peace here in Sunhaven and honestly, with everything that has happened recently, she wasn't sure if she even wanted to go back or talk to Bastilleprisoner - or anyone she knew there, like Suiteheart or Margaery. What happened recently almost felt like betrayal to the young she-cat; she lived in The Ascendants and although Bast was a hot-headed individual sometimes, she never would have thought he'd be okay with something like this. Then again, Gordon thought to herself with a frown. He's not leader anymore. And she knew nothing about their new leader. Was anybody she knew still there? Perhaps it was better that she didn't know and assumed everyone she cared about was gone.
"Noted," Gordon squeaked out in response, somewhat relieved that this was the decision Buckingham and Marina came to. Despite The Ascendants being her former home, she felt much more at peace here in Sunhaven and honestly, with everything that has happened recently, she wasn't sure if she even wanted to go back or talk to Bastilleprisoner - or anyone she knew there, like Suiteheart or Margaery. What happened recently almost felt like betrayal to the young she-cat; she lived in The Ascendants and although Bast was a hot-headed individual sometimes, she never would have thought he'd be okay with something like this. Then again, Gordon thought to herself with a frown. He's not leader anymore. And she knew nothing about their new leader. Was anybody she knew still there? Perhaps it was better that she didn't know and assumed everyone she cared about was gone.
★ i am a lion born from things you cannot be ! ━