08-27-2018, 01:30 AM
This couldn't be happening again, could it? He looked up to Suite, found her antics charming and would have lived out his life trying to keep her safe, after all, he owed her and Margaery his life from the first moment within the Ascendants. He didn't think he would have been able to open up even in the slightest without them, specifically Suiteheart and her charismatic nature.
He was already down by the beach, it was were he was usually in his spare time. Usually, nothing much happened, minus that once incident where one of their own got launched out of the sea. But this was...worse. Suite....wasn't waking up.
This wouldn't be the first person he lost, he was already used to a feeling of loss and abandonment. It was, quite frankly, all he really knew as a child. But that didn't mean he wasn't affected. He just couldn't find the tears to cry when he stumbled across Suiteheart's body, Oni, and Thea. He felt tremendous guilt for that, but no matter what he did, how hard he tried, all he could manage was a wide eyed expression, soft brown eyes full of shock. He felt those eyes water some, not nearly enough though, not for this.
"This can't be happening, this can't be happening this can't-" Somehow, some way, he felt this was his fault. Maybe he could have interfered, or maybe this was a planned path and he was too weak to have stopped it anyway. He didn't know, everything was spiraling out of his control.
He was already down by the beach, it was were he was usually in his spare time. Usually, nothing much happened, minus that once incident where one of their own got launched out of the sea. But this was...worse. Suite....wasn't waking up.
This wouldn't be the first person he lost, he was already used to a feeling of loss and abandonment. It was, quite frankly, all he really knew as a child. But that didn't mean he wasn't affected. He just couldn't find the tears to cry when he stumbled across Suiteheart's body, Oni, and Thea. He felt tremendous guilt for that, but no matter what he did, how hard he tried, all he could manage was a wide eyed expression, soft brown eyes full of shock. He felt those eyes water some, not nearly enough though, not for this.
"This can't be happening, this can't be happening this can't-" Somehow, some way, he felt this was his fault. Maybe he could have interfered, or maybe this was a planned path and he was too weak to have stopped it anyway. He didn't know, everything was spiraling out of his control.
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