gender question/issue, sorta

Alright, this really has nothing to do with anything roleplay related but I don't really know where else to post this or really where else to go for help or advice. I'm just going to say it straight out because that'd be easier for me: I just want to find someone who is trans ( specifically transmasculine ) to talk to and to help me figure some things out in my life. I'm in a place right now where I don't know who I am and I feel like I'm just very confused and I want help, I want to talk to someone who can give me advice or can clear some things up for me. I feel like this is a lot to ask for? I dunno, I feel very blunt but I don't know how else to word this. Honestly, if I can be even more specific I want to talk to someone who is/or is currently planning on fully transitioning because I feel like that's what a lot of my questions/issues are going to be centered around. Blegh, this is a mess I didn't know how to fully write it out and I feel really vulnerable so I'd more or less prefer if like... you'd dm me to talk / had something like skype or discord where I'd feel more comfortable and open talking about this shit because I just. Well, I just feel like I don't have a lot of people who could answer some of the questions i have and. yeah. that's it. that's the horribly written post.