08-14-2018, 03:52 AM
11. what does y/c want most in the world?
Dimitri had only, one true, honest desire. He had a simple goal in life but the way to get there was complex and tiresome. He wasn't sure how to do it though.
Dimitri just wanted to be normal.
Maybe it finally clicked somewhere in his childhood when he realized having multiple personalities wasn’t normal.... and he was isolated. It didn’t help that, after his escape, he was in an environment where he was directly competing with other cats for food.
He wanted to have friends. He wanted to be one of the guys. He didn’t quite know how to express that, or how to tell someone that. He didn’t want people to think he was hindered by his multiple personalities and didn’t want them to classify him as that. He didn’t want to be defined by “the crazy cat with alternate personalities” he just wanted to be Dimitri. He felt that his disorder isolated him from other people. It kept him from being friends with people easily and it made him nervous to associate with other people. He figured that was why he made Divertimento. The fun, hyperactive alter was made to help him deal with social situations like parties and tradings, gatherings and other events of the like. He… didn’t know how his alters felt about this sentiment. That wasn’t to say he had never shown proper thanks to his alters. He would have died long ago one way or another without them.
He wasn’t sure how to thank them, besides verbally.
The idea of being normal, one of the guys, someone without problems… that would be nice.
He had yet to express such an ideal to anyone, and wondered if he should tell someone. Maybe Atbash would understand where he was coming from?
"speech"
Dimitri had only, one true, honest desire. He had a simple goal in life but the way to get there was complex and tiresome. He wasn't sure how to do it though.
Dimitri just wanted to be normal.
Maybe it finally clicked somewhere in his childhood when he realized having multiple personalities wasn’t normal.... and he was isolated. It didn’t help that, after his escape, he was in an environment where he was directly competing with other cats for food.
He wanted to have friends. He wanted to be one of the guys. He didn’t quite know how to express that, or how to tell someone that. He didn’t want people to think he was hindered by his multiple personalities and didn’t want them to classify him as that. He didn’t want to be defined by “the crazy cat with alternate personalities” he just wanted to be Dimitri. He felt that his disorder isolated him from other people. It kept him from being friends with people easily and it made him nervous to associate with other people. He figured that was why he made Divertimento. The fun, hyperactive alter was made to help him deal with social situations like parties and tradings, gatherings and other events of the like. He… didn’t know how his alters felt about this sentiment. That wasn’t to say he had never shown proper thanks to his alters. He would have died long ago one way or another without them.
He wasn’t sure how to thank them, besides verbally.
The idea of being normal, one of the guys, someone without problems… that would be nice.
He had yet to express such an ideal to anyone, and wondered if he should tell someone. Maybe Atbash would understand where he was coming from?
"speech"
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
There's a shadow hanging over me
———— @Owlie & Elysium & info