07-11-2018, 10:48 AM
formerly soft and gentle and pacifistic in nature; loving and nurturing, idealistic, and foolishly trusting and eyes were always glittering with contemplative dreams wanting to come true: a happiness he wanted to pursue. he gazes into a monster and he finds only human qualities, he wants to make them better. and he loves, and loves, and loves, and expects nothing in return for loving; it's only doing what's right.
he's changing, shifting now, and a shadow befalls his gaze. he's distrustful, bitter, and ruined, no longer an idealistic daydreamer with a goal to just be loved and give love but instead harbors a goal of protecting what he has left. eyes are cold and hard and rocky, a brewing hurricane and a tornado of emotions whirl about in his mind, and yet he's calm; ever so calm, and he smiles sadly, wishfully, he wishes things were better. he's no longer genuine but he's no liar either, he wants no one to worry and so he keeps his burdens to himself and shoulders them on a splintering back.
he's changing, shifting now, and a shadow befalls his gaze. he's distrustful, bitter, and ruined, no longer an idealistic daydreamer with a goal to just be loved and give love but instead harbors a goal of protecting what he has left. eyes are cold and hard and rocky, a brewing hurricane and a tornado of emotions whirl about in his mind, and yet he's calm; ever so calm, and he smiles sadly, wishfully, he wishes things were better. he's no longer genuine but he's no liar either, he wants no one to worry and so he keeps his burdens to himself and shoulders them on a splintering back.